Something about: "padan muka engkau!"

Warning: This post is going to be a mess. You should be warned enough right now, I guess. :)

A few hours ago, I followed my parents to do some shopping at Tesco. And this is the true story happens. My mother asked about the price of Jacker potato crisp, and the cashier boy answered, "RM X.XX."

My mother then cynically asked, "is it so? Because when I take it, they listed it as RM X.XX"

The cashier boy than talks about he did know nothing and bla, bla, bla... And then, the security that were there at that time politely said "why don't you asks Mr Z?" but the cashier boy was so busy talking about how he did not know, his job is just scanning and the price that come out was BLA, BLA, BLA. (the truth is, I didn't really take note of what he's talking about because he annoys me. haha.)

But of course my mother defend herself, saying that the price listed at the shelf was RM X.XX. My mother was tired listening and cynically (again) asks him to call whoever the one that could settle the problem.

And the boy, half-heartedly call for the particular Mr Z to settle the problem had occurred there. (one information: mak oih, badan En Z tu macam bonzer kotttt~ terkejut diri ini dibuatnya. =,=")

And yadda, yadda, yadda, it comes as my mother were right about the true price of it. Haha. That cashier boy was soooooo annoyed at that time. Seriously, he really, really had a bad attitude. How can you act like that in front of customer? That was just sooo unbelievable!

And to annoys him MORE, I snickers before we walks away. Haha. Padan muka engkau, Mr Cashier Boy! :P

Anyway~ take care, and have a great day, everyone~~~

~*~NaBiLaH~*~

(|}^.^{|)~♪♫ - Jojo - Beautiful Girls

Something about: HAPPY.

I'm extremely happy, that I don't even know am I still normal or not. Haha. And just to think I'm blogging so much lately. I guess there's something wrong with me, but it's okay. At least I'm happy, with lots of people supporting me here. Blessed to have great family and friends, that stays. I just don't like people that come and go, I prefer people that stays. :) Thank you everyone, that try so much to cheer me up, consciously or not.



Anyway~ take care, and have a great day, everyone~~~




~*~NaBiLaH~*~
(|}^.^{|)~♪♫ - Alif Satar, Cukup Indah. This song is pure luuphhh, mannn.

Something about: dream big,...

captured using Olympus digital camera, not a DSLR, okay? I'm proud with the end product. It looks pretty. :)

...and take the first step too! Don't care if you fall down, because that shows how much effort had you put in your life!

Yes, I'm not sleeping, still, and too energetic right now. I don't even know why. =.=" But well, I never a normal person to start with. Haha. So I guess its okay. ;)

Back to the main topic. Ah, I don't care what people want to think and says about me lahh. I'm an ignorant, remember? Muka tembok. Tau tau malu. [Tau memang tau, tapi ikut tempatlahh... ;)] I guess I had found a new spirit inside me. Try to pull me down? I'll kick you!!! Hahahaa~ Listening to Akanishi Jin's "A Page" and I guess this song bring out something good inside me. "I keep moving on with my mind on the goal~~~" *dancing* Hahaha~ Someone, please, I think I need Valium right now. To keep me cool down. Hahahahaa~ I'm kidding~~~ XD

But really, spirit could come anytime, even at the weird-est and awkward-est time ever. And its good when you could see all the positive parts of everything in this life. It makes you feel better you being you yourself. And that's the most important thing in LIVING! :)

Anyway~ take care, and have a great day, everyone~~~

~*~NaBiLaH~*~

(|}^.^{|)~♪♫

Something about: living a life,...

...is hard. No one will come to your face and tell you that its easy. But still, we live. Haha. I'm lack of sleep, not enough nutrients in my body, and making me rambling incoherently right now. *giggle* I know, it kinda confusing, but thats the way I am. Haha~ *awkward laugh*

Living this life is so complex. There might be someone that waiting for you, for years even, hoping that you'll open your heart to accept them one day. There's few probability that'll happen to them.

#1: the one that waited for so long end up letting go. Thinking that's the best for both of them. Both of them end up in separate ways.

#2: the one that waited for so long end up letting go. When the other realized that maybe, maybe that he or she cherish the other party as much as the other party cherish them. And its become too late for both of them.

#3: the one that had been waited for so long open up her or his heart. And they live, happily ever after.

[out of three, I had encountered #1 and #2. I wonder if I'm going to encountered the #3 or I'll be in completely different story.]

But then, we keep on reminding ourself, "happily ever after only exist in fairy-tales". And that makes us afraid to dream. Dream all of the big things. Making us end up as coward. Coward to even take the first step in our life. I think I'm making no sense right now... =.="

Lots of people will try to hold back, but end up crying a bucket. While I'm trying my best, here, to cries a bucket. I'm sad, but all the tears just refuse to come out. My condition is definitely bad if I can't cries even after listening to Kamenahi Kazuya's Aishiteirukara in repeats, right? Why oh whyyy??? :/

And then, for some unknown reason, I kinda wondering what happen to Mr K right now. The last time I heard something about him, it was bad news. Until when he's going to be a delinquents, after all? We all need to grow up and realized our responsibility in the future. I hope he'll be fine, at least. He really should starts to think about his family. Dear K, I'm sorry for all the things that I had done to you. Or all the things that I should done, but I didn't. I'm sorry. I was too young to understand complexity of this world. I kinda wondering, if I stay and help him, would things will be better? Or would I'm the one that change? But then, all the "what if"s is nothing right now. Nothing as we both grow up in different path and choosing different lifestyle.

Someone said to me this.

"Shits happen everywhere, you know?"

Of course it was so true. But it didn't really makes me understand how things could be like that. Just, how could people CHANGE so much? :/ Its a good thing if the changes was for the better, but when its for the opposite,... I can't help but feeling extremely upset of it.

Right now, I kinda addicted to this enka song, Mata Kimi ni Koi Shiteru by Sakamoto Fuyumi. Lyrics&translation: here. I'm not really a fan of enka song, because they're just feels weird in my ears. Haha. But this song, is good. And heartbreaking at the same time, to me. I don't know. *shrugged* But I like listening to it. :)

Anyway~ take care, and have a great day, everyone~~~

~*~NaBiLaH~*~

(|}^.^{|)~♪♫

Something about: because a picture means thousand words.

Anyway~ take care, and have a great day, everyone~~~

~*~NaBiLaH~*~

(=.=) - am trying her best to SLEEP.