Something about: Quirks update.

the one that I miss with all my heart.

Currently high on drugs. Haha. :D

Workload is just woah. Apart of me thinks that indeed, it is a great distraction form what I'm feeling inside. When somethings like this happen, I just hate being alone because when I am alone, I tend to think more on 'what if's' and truthfully, it ain't fun at all. This time, I just repeating to myself that I need to focus on things that need proper views. 

It just kinda funny that for once, this didn't happen as what I think it would. BOY, Y U NO UNDERSTAND? #lol

Just changing medicine for migraine. The new drug working kinda okay, but it makes me sleepy all the time and my head feels too light. Not sure if its a good thing or not, but I just hope that my study won't affected too much because of this new drug.

Still, reminiscing the past with some people was kinda happy moments, too. =) 

Oh, and juicy gossips which is actually no concern of me. Things happened. Relationship? Haha. Who knows? 

ps; I'm sure no guys would like to become a laughing stock, don't you? ;)

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ GReeeen - Ai Uta
ps; edited since butthurt-ians is troublesome. 

Quote.

Forever alone. TT.TT

Something about: Lately.

Lately, I realized how easily I get stressed. Which not good at all to me, since my blood pressure could fall below normal easily. Trying some way to making it normal and one of it is by eating few things that could help to make the blood circulation flows normally. Can't tell if its working yet, but as long I did not fainted easily, I guess all is well. :)

Talking to few important people to me lately, which one of the way that could make me feels rejuvenated. Thanks to each and every single one of them. 

Midnight supper.
Oh, I eat a lot when things happens. 

And no, the word responsibility is not a word that you could play with - with me. Definitely. :)

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ Akanishi Jin - Tipsy Love

HF; Façade

You keep on holding the pain that seeping through your body. Pretending that nothing was wrong despite truthfully, everything was. You keep on with the thought that if you believe that the pain weren’t there, you won’t feel the pain.

You whimper once, the pain is barely bearable. The pain inside was like a needle; a long needle that poking your body from inside. You feel the pain, the clench and unclench of it inside of you.

You look in front of you and you see red. Blood. You think that somewhere, someone might be able to stop it. But you know that no one could stop the pain, truth be told. You just knew, there’s no justification of such thought – but you just knew.

So you smile, stand strong and tall.

At least you know when you’re feeling the pain; it proves that you’re alive.

And you can’t help but laugh at such sickening thought invading your mind.

It’s okay, you think. Putting on façade and everything will be okay; will be fine.

So you smile.

ps; dear dear, please get a haircut. and stop the perm-thing. the normal wave is okay, but the curly hair must go away. and please smile more. sincerely, your sweetie pie. ♥

Something about: Beloved ones.

Since our families didn't really celebrate things such as New Year, instead we have family gathering since one of my uncles just move to a new home. :)

Beloved ones! ♥  

I guess the caption said it all. Beloved once; my parents and grandmother and aunties and uncles. Without them all, well, just who we (read; my cousins and I) are, right? ;)

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫