Q; past

We tend to take little things lightly,
and ending up regretting uncontrollably.

You knew it, you've expected it to happen anyway, eventually.

But that didn't mean when it happen it'll hurt any less.

Sometimes, you just can't bring yourself to actually care.

You just being careless.

Something about: plight distress

I was fooling around with functions on my laptop. So I kinda try to have fun recording my voice singing *something* and it turns out that I kinda hate myself for doing that. Haha. I sounds like a kid! *stress*

I'm feeling so down. 

Because seriously - I am a 19 years old that sounds like...12? Arghhhhhh!!!!

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].~_~.[|) ♪♫~~ Ueda Tatsuya - Love in Snow

HF; Never.

A part of yourself think it is okay.

It is a process that need to be through by everyone.

You thought that you would be able to move on.

And yet years had passed and you had not been able to move on.

Never.

HF; Little

Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like if one day I wake up with you behind me, spooning me while I’m sleeping and smiles plastered on your face.

Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like if we grow old together.

Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like if we fall in and fall out of love, yet still together because we know it is the right thing to do.

Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like if despite all the differences between us, we feels like we have lots in common. Just because.

Sometimes I wonder what it would feel like if we are just, happy together.

Kamenashi Kazuya & Taguchi Junnosuke – Special Happiness

"Nandemo nai sasayaka na koto sae tokubetsu na shiawase"

Even the littlest things are a special happiness

~Kamenashi kazuya & Taguchi Junnosuke - Special  Happiness~

ps; lyrics & translation comes from here. 

another thing, i kinda having hard time right now. i don't know how possible to look at someone and knows that i hate that person. i hate when my heart is full of hatred, it makes me not being my usual self. oh, and this rambling got nothing to do with the fragment above. haha. =,=;

HF; Waltz.

It’s a ball. You and I dancing together, swaying in rhythm with the music, waltzing.

And it is the time that we changing partner as it is the rule. It’s is waltz, after all.

I turn around as I waltzing with my new partner, looking around for you and your current partner.

My heart swells in happiness seeing that you are looking at me at the moment, too.

Deep within me, I know that you’re happy, too.

Like me.

Because we know when the time had come, we’ll be together – again.

ps; life is like waltz. We dance. We change partners. We meet new people. Destiny had been set for us for the future. Why afraid? Do the best and regret nothing. =D