Something about: Raindrops...

Sometimes you just decided to not to care anymore.

Sometimes it happens in a moment that you realized that thing bound to be the same as ever.

Sometimes you realized that you could do nothing to change despite how sad and miserable you are over things happened. 

Sometimes you just decided to be happy. Carefree. Tryin' to see the world in the other side of it, the 180° because that is what you supposedly do. 

And here I am trying my best to never think about the moment when I need to say to them that I refuse to get married.

Sometimes you listen to a sound and it rings inside 'oh this is how a heart breaks' and you just walk away.

Numb.

And a part of you feel free.

Raindrops keep falling on my head

And just like the guy whose feet are too big for his bed

Nothin' seems to fit

Those raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling

So I just did me some talkin' to the sun

And I said I didn't like the way he got things done

Sleepin' on the job

Those raindrops are falling on my head, they keep falling

But there's one thing I know

The blues they send to meet me won't defeat me

It won't be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep falling on my head

But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red

Crying's not for me

'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'

Because I'm free

Nothing's worrying me.

It won’t be long till happiness steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep falling on my head

But that doesn't mean my eyes will soon be turnin' red

Crying's not for me

'Cause I'm never gonna stop the rain by complainin'

Because I'm free

Nothing's worrying me

Original song by Burt Bacharach



Anyway, take care!



(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ Teshima Aoi - Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head

HF; Rindu

*kick kamu*

*lari*

*merajuk*

*pujuk*

*merajuk lagi*

*offer makanan*

*:'P*

"Jelir lidah panjang2 lagi. Potong mau?"

*:D*

"Kan comel bila senyum tu?"

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ps; yang berlalu takkan berulang.

Something about: Changes.

Changes means to the better, not to the worst side - ever. 

But for me, I realized that some part of me had change in the way it should not to. I know it is wrong, but some things are just too inevitable. 

I turn to someone that patient is not her virtue. Worst, right? But I can't help it. 

Years after years (since this is coming to the third year I stay here in Arau) had make me learn that sometimes, confronting things just won't turn pretty. Saying the truth makes people crazy. And at one point in this life, I just turn to someone that keeps too many thoughts inside. Just because.

I can't blogging my thoughts out, I can't tweeting my real feelings inside... and my facebook somehow still just exist because that is the only thing that still connecting me with my other friends - friends that keeping me sane to keep on going on and on throughout this life. 

It hurts. I'M HURT. 

It turns out to be harder for me, because I'm just not the type that take lies easily. I takes lies as a sign of betrayal. Betrayal to relationship. Betrayal to friendship. I forgive things that happened, but it is just plain wrong if you think that I would let things happen again. Trust is not something that you actually gain from me easily. I know it is cruel to say things like this, but healing heart never heals all in all. 

Ups and Downs of life - it's just things that happen naturally without we have control over it. Maybe little - but that might even close to none at all too.

The only thing that I could pray - these things won't affecting my health too much. I'm tired of all these medicine that I need to consume. Just because. 

I will not make

The same mistakes that you did

I will not let myself

Cause my heart so much misery

I will not break

The way you did, you fell so hard

I've learned the hard way

To never let it get that far

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake

A smile, a laugh everyday of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known

Better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry in the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you

I never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt

Because of you

I try my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life

Because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you

Because of you

Lyrics from here.

Anyway, take care! =)

(|]TT_TT[|) ♪♫ Kelly Clarkson - Because of You