Something about: Wishlist.

I think lots of people had already known about the tears I accidentally shed somewhere around last week. It really happened unintentionally, because last week is very tiring and at certain point it turns to be quite frustrating, too. I know that no one hoped that it turns to be like that, but what's done is done.

I'm trying my best to move on. But broken heart takes time to heal. My apologize if my attitude towards everything and anyone is a burden.

But wait, why did I turned out to be so emotional? Haha. -,-;

NEXXXTTTTTT~

Since it is getting closer, for some reason I put this in here.

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MY WISHLIST. :D

1. Palmer’s Cocoa Butter Formula Moisturizing Lip Balm. 

This thing is ohsem weyyhhhh. :D

2. TUDOR GOLD. 

DARK CHOCOLATE. ALMONDS. Me lovvvveeeeeeee. :D

3. Bluetooth mouse.

Am needing one because my current mouse that I got for free when I buy this laptop is annoying me. 

4. Headphone. Sony.

So that I could enjoy the world. *headbanging* LOL.

5. A matching set of abaya and shayla. 

This thing is pretty, right? If and only if I got money, I'll definitely buy this!

6. Burberry BODY Mist.

Since I'm a biased over Burberry and I'm sure that you knows it too. :D

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Fan-girl corner: 

Anyway, while I'm away from internet last week, receiving lots of news makes me get acute heart attack. The biggest would be that Jin Akanishi is actually, already married with Kuroki Meisa. Of course as a fan of both, I am happy they actually are sure that they could spend the eternity together. But reading things like this makes me think, "would they be okay?" I had been a fan of Meisa after watching 1 Pound no Fukuin and Byakkotai and a fan of Jin since I'm 14 or so, so reading things like that published here and there makes me worried. :/

Reading that Takizawa is not that please with things were makes me sad, too. I know that after Jin had left KAT-TUN to actually pursue what he thinks is right, what he actually want to do with his life, Takizawa had always looking after him. One thing that I know is that I'm torn with how things turns at this moment. I'm happy to know that both Jin and Meisa happy with their life, but they way they make it happen makes lots of people sad, too. It just, they did not handle things well. I believe if they making proper move before just announcing that they're married might helps a lot. 

Plus, they rumours that Jin had lost the role of Onizuka-sensei to his former group, Kamenashi is also making me worried with how things will turn out to be (rumours says that remake of GTO will make Jin as Onizuka-sensei, the main actor). Both of them had been friends since years ago, and I think I never really comment anything when Jin had left KAT-TUN because it is hard to us -fans- to actually just digest it. Truth is, I believe they're in awkward situation. They might be communicating to each other but it seems like it is just for the sake of being professional. 

One of the things that makes me angry this whole situation is how certain people react whit this. Few days ago, when there are press conference for Panasonic, some insensitive reporters had asked to Kamenashi about Jin's marriage. Kamenashi responded with just smiling and bowing, without saying anything. But then, Jin's fans had commenting about how inappropriate Kamenashi is for not responded such question. If you're in his shoes, who would you react? You had spend more than half of your life being a friend to that person and somehow you drew apart. That person get married and people asked you despite they know how things were between you and said person. Don't you think it is unfair? Plus the fact that you don't know about the marriage personally, just knows it from the news? I think it is painful. It is just unfair. 

I'm a fan of both, but I respected both path they already chose. I think that is being a fan is about. I love them dearly for music and entertainment, but different path means they know what they're doing.

Sometimes I just hope that we won't know anything about their private life. At all. I want to love them as they are as they producing musics and giving out entertainments to us, fans. 

Well, at this moment you know I'm not that-very-happy fangirl. 

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ Kazuya Kamenashi - 愛してるから

ps; 会いたいよう。すごい、会いたい。:D ♥♥♥