Something about: Meet the Baby.

When I write baby, I literally mean a new baby. To me, at least. 

It means NO, my sister had not deliver yet. She's due somewhere around June, which I still hopes that I'm still at home during that time. 

I mean that tadahhhhhh~!!! Meet MY new baby (which is not-so-new by now, actually). LOL. 

ROAD KING. How 'bout that? :'P

*pictures in bad quality since it was taken right after rain had stopped*

This post is mainly pointless. I think I just had the urge to brag about it. Pointless, still. 

Truth is, this month is not-so-great to me. Meet few people that just annoys the hell outta me -which is so not fun because I failed to be positive around them- and few things here and there. But but but. At least let me brag (again) about my MUET (since it is the only thing that didn't let me down) BECAUSE I GOT BAND 4. Alhamdulillah and YEAY~~~! Well... It just proved (once again) that my only talent is language and words. WORDSSS. I don't even know if it is a good thing or not. Really. 

I was thinking about changing my course once I further into first degree (inshaAllah, under HIS will) but I am still thinking about it. 

Next, one of my cousin had finally in India now. :'( Sobsob. Take care youuuuu. I know that first few weeks is the hardest (just look at me during semester 1, all crybaby and whatnot) and I know that he is stronger but but but I can't help but worried about him, actually. I think I'm blabbering like someone mother or something but stillll... This year will be one of the loneliest Raya to me because he is not here. Who else gonna feed me with ohsem movies and games after this ahhhh? Sobsobs.

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ KAT-TUN - Hodoukyou

Sesuatu tentang: Perkara

Sesungguhnya semua yang terjadi itu punyai pelbagai perkara disebaliknya. Sebab dan akibat, contohnya.

Cuba untuk melihat sesuatu perkara dari sudut positif adalah suatu perbuatan yang sebaiknya menjadi amalan. Kerana dengan bersifat positif, dunia mampu menjadi lebih indah.

Alhamdulillah. Satu perkara telahpun menjadi kenyataan yang indah. Harapannya, esok menjadi lebih baik.

notakaki: kadangkala dengan menjadi gembira, sakit pun boleh pergi. tak lama, sebentar pun tak mengapa. 

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ KAT-TUN - Hodoukyou (roughly translated as pedestrian overpass)

HF; Wordless Wednesday IV

This is my emotion. Currently. 

HF; Short

It's a thing when you start doubting your self if you once had loved him.

But its another thing to realized; you never did.

Something about: Wounded.

This is a totally plan-less update from me, but it wasn't like I normally planning out my updates, but I know I'm rambling so I should stop it.

But again, someone decided to share this song in fb and I can't help but feeling helpless.

It had been approximately 8 years, but ...

the wound never heals.
the thought never cease.
the said person, is someone to me.
and the name, its carved within me.

I don't even know how to let go of this feeling.

I feel overwhelm, helpless.

I can't get it out from my mind, "if we started off things differently; will it eventually end differently?"

"If I know about the act earlier, will I be able to save others from getting hurt?"

"Will I be able to prevent those scars from my friends?"

Obsession hurts. It hurts you yourself, it hurts me, and the worst part is; it hurts my friends. And it is not literally. You hurt them physically.

In the end, I'm still a girl that holding so many complex within.

At one point, I just hope that we could meet. And having a proper closure.



Anyway, take care!



(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ KAT-TUN - Please Come Back to Me