Something about: cheering the feelings.

Few days ago, I did write a quote as my status on my facebook.

"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It is just, you decided to look beyond imperfections."

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There are reasons of why I did post it as my status, but the most important thing is, I want to cheer myself up. Too many things happen at short span of time that I can't grab what happen actually at times. I'm lost. Like really. There are times that I engaged in a group talk and I'm thinking of other things and the next thing I realized that they already move into another topic. Haha. -,-" Well, I'm sorry for always seems distracted and distant. It is definitely my fault, but my mind can't stop thinking.

But right now, thanks to some people for making me smiles today. Small gestures, little jokes, short chat, etc etc had makes my day today. Believe it or not, I really do appreciate the present of all of you in my life.

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Kamenashi Kazuya - I'll be with You.

"Happiness is next to you~~~"

Sesuatu tentang: kata hati.

Ramadhan tiba lagi. Pelbagai kenangan menggamit memori. Terutama sekali, memori yang telah tercipta di kampung halaman, bersama segenap ahli keluarga. Jujur, aku rindukan semua. Apatah lagi mengenangkan cuti pertengahan semester yang baru berlalu minggu lepas dikorbankan untuk Pekan Teater yang juga penilaian akhir ko-kurikulum aku. Tak, sedikit pon aku tak menyesal mengorbankan cuti aku, tapi rindu yang membuak-buak di dalam dada ini kepada keluarga ditahan sedapa-upaya. Ingatkan diri, ingatkan hati; bukan kau seorang Nabilah yang berbuat demikian. Ramai lagi yang serupa dengan kau.

Aku rindukan semua ahli keluargaku. Rindu untuk duduk makan bersama-sama.

Malam tadi, ada satu peristiwa yang sangat menggganggu benakku. Entahlah, mungkin benar dia melakukannya tanpa sengaja, tapi hati kecilku ini sangat terasa dengan perbuatan dia itu. Aku sangkakan perkara yang pernah berlarutan itu kini telah selesai, tapi mungkinkah hanya aku yang beranggapan sedemikian? Mungkinkah itu hanya lakonan? Atau mungkinkah besar sangat dosa yang telah aku lakukan kepada dia sampai muka aku ini tidak langsung layak untuk ditatap dia? Walau setelah semua yang pernah terjadi, aku ini masih adalah watak jahat di hatinya? Seteruk itukah aku?

Ku khabarkan pada hati, "sabarlah Nabilah. Semua yang terjadi itu pasti ada hikmahnya." Namun jujurnya, perasaan terkilan yang hadir itu sedang menguasai diri aku kini.

Sesuatu telah terjadi hari ini, yang membuatkan aku rasa sangat gembira sekali. Tidurku nanti pasti diiringi senyuman dari hati. =) 

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I am definitely not a Bieber's fan; but I am quite a huge fan of Faizal Tahir! So enjoy Faizal Tahir's cover of Justin Bieber's Baby. 

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Faizal Tahir - Baby (Justin Bieber cover)

Something about: fated.

There are things that should happen. Of all alive will facing death. How young will become old. How meeting end as parting, etc etc. But sometime as human, we keep on forgetting that it WILL happen, whether with or without our consent. 

Such thing is faced by me right now. How we meet and part. It is hard, especially when you had created such bonds among people around you that when parting should occur, it hurts you so much that you can't stop such feeling from engulfing yourself. You tried your best, but your best is just including you acting it is okay despite it is not. When you truthfully hoping that things will stay as it is and you hope that it is just a dream; the parting.

But you wake up the next day and realized that; THIS IS IT. Whether you like it or not, whether you agree or not, things will happen to be like that.

It hurts, but nothing can stop it from happening.

It hurts, but you need to face it.

It hurts, but it shows you later on, that you're strong enough to deal with it.

It hurts, but you can't show it on your face.

It hurts, but time will heals it.

InshaAllah. =)

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Crystal Kay feat Akanishi Jin - Helpless Night

Something about: hard.

Fall hard never mean that you can't stand up ever again. Fall hard means that you're stronger than lots of others, because how many of them had such experiences?

Nabilah Mohamad Arifin.

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone! :D

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ flumpool - Haru Kaze

Something about: overall.

I realized that I am not matured as I should. And lots of time, I did mistakes, did things that I should not do, etc etc. But up until now, Alhamdulillah, it seems like I always protected from things that could hurt me. And of course I was hurt, here and there, but for the sake to make me stronger. I feel blessed for having great friends around me that always be there for me, encourage me when I feel down, tell where my mistakes were rather than leave me alone pondering what's wrong, protecting me from bad things, etc etc. I just can't tell how grateful I am to Allah for let me surrounded by great people. 

Lately, there are so many things that happen in short span of time. Our Pekan Teater that all in all, was great in my very own opinion. There are 5 pieces in the competition, and the winner deserve it, I think. Congratulation to all, winner or not, because be on the stage itself showing that you all are winners for being brave enough to show another side of you to others. :D

Despite that there are things that happen lately, of course not something that we could control of, hurt my feeling and my little heart a little, but by now I'm fine with it. It just disappointing to me that some people just decided to take matter at their very own hand without thinking the consequences of it to people that are not involved with it. It is just hard to accept it in my little brain, you know? To me, it is not acceptable at all! *emo* But then, who am I to criticizing it, right? 

Then, the next event that past just last night, our dinner. DBS's dinner with the theme of "Sunset on the Snowday", carrying meaning of dresscode orange and white. I feel so happy and enjoy the dinner thoroughly. Though that there are few things that can't stop bugging my mind, but I decided to kick it out from my brain. The dinner was so great that I think such thing should not bother me. I should enjoy the night, and I did! I can't thank enough to my ex-roommate and her friends for helping me with the dinner. Putting on make-up, setting my shawl, make me look great and feel great, I really can't thank enough to them for helping me! :D The show was great, the food was great, and we got AngryBirds as our doorgift! :D Mine is the black. Isn't he is sooooo cuteee? ♥♥♥ The event was great. The show for Part 6 student touched my heart, and I cried a little. "Every meeting, there's parting" - is the thing that blows my mind. The gimmick was great, too! Even the lecturers were having fun karaoke at our dinner. They're sporting, right? ;) Thanks to all out Part 4 seniors for putting it up for us! :D They really had done their best!

AngryBirds♥♥♥

Look at me babeyh! Look at me! HAHA.

Busy week is busy. Quizzes, tests, term paper. This semester definitely is tiring, yet full of so much fun and experiences up until now. Things happens, people come and go, so does feelings. HAHA. Sudden much? Lately, some feelings go away from me. I don't know what's wrong, but I can't care much of it. Too many things to think of, and too many heart to be taken care of.

Today, there are two people asking me is there something going on between me and my best friend. And I was like...... -___-" Awkward much? YESSSS. It is so awkward because we had been best friends since Part 1 (that was like one year ++) and still there are people thinking that there are something between us. If there are something, that something will remain as best friend. Please, do stop such speculation. Thank you!

Earlier, there are something happening that hurts my little heart. I was trying to offer help, but the result, was... Well... It wasn't that I was treated badly, but the way that person speaks to me hurts my heart. I don't know. Maybe the timing was wrong, but it wasn't my fault. I dunno. I just think that it is unfair for me to be treated that way. It hurts me and no one knows about it. Sobsob! :'(

Okay, now let's enjoy the song from Tangga, a group that I adore their vocal so much! :D

Karma kicks back, I believe. Haha!

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone! :D

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Tangga - Cinta Begini