Something about: Celebrating Twenty.

It’s been quite a long time with this movie. Almost two years back, if I’m not mistaken. For some reasons I had decided to actually re-watching this again.

Jin Akanishi’s Hatachi no Sensou, insert song for the movie ‘Bandage’

The music arrangement, the voice, the script, the story beneath, the roles. I’m in love.

These few days I’m having little drawback over some people. Some people had console me, that we could never, ever, satisfied each and every single person around us – there’s always things that comes up in between. No matter how much we had tried to actually making things as best as we could. We plan, but Allah always knows better why things happened to be like that, right? ;)

To know how hypocrite some people around you is – for some reasons I feel glad with how things turns out to be. Be friendly with those types of people, you know you could actually gains benefit from them. True story. Haha. See? I’m not a goody-two-shoes for real. I could be bad, too! :D

Taking blame when it is not even your fault is kinda harsh, don’t you think so? Some people just putting on blame –or worse, finds people to put blame on- because I think they think it will be easier. But don’t you think that carrying such attitude is just so wrong in every aspect in your life? You choice, do the same? Bear it for the rest of your life.

Cheered and cheering. Life is about living to the fullest. Sometimes we lost our way during the journey. Sometimes we lost a goal as we keep on moving. It’s okay. A person that does never commit mistakes rarely learns much more than people that did, after all. Or that what I do believe in. ;)

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ Jin Akanishi - Hatachi no Sensou

Something about: After.

Woke up earlier today with a juicy gossip about Jin Akanishi dating Meisa Kuroki. Oh, nice. Fierce girl? Nice pick boy. Very nice. ^_^ I am a fan of Jin and I'm also a fan of Meisa. So yeah, I kinda happy with this rumour and let's just hope this will be true. But as usual, Johnnny's Jimusho is fast. Why don't you let me dream about them for a little bit longeeeerrrrr? *cries* 

Next, a new music video from Jin Akanishi - Sun Burns Down. Waiting for few hours to actually download this thing (and it's not even HD because of my slow internet speed) and let's just sayyyyyy - I'm way happier with this song to be compared to Test Drive. The only thing that I actually do like about Test Drive MV is just the cars. While this? This.Is.Cool. =)

Tell me why don't you love this song. Or this MV, even. The geek-like glasses is so ohsem. Me like. :) Just actually hoping that Jin would actually moves more than...this? Like, "let's move it move it" thing. Haha. I don't even know am I making any sense here, but well, that's my opinion. I'm still a happy fangirl with this video. :D



On the other hand. Am still looking for migraine medicine that will actually works for me. The one currently consumed by me did works, but it makes me sleepy. I swear I could even sleep as I'm walking! :O That is supposedly not a very good thing, right? :/

Oh. These past few days I feel like being stabbed across my heart. One of my close friend says "he did not have feelings" while my close, close friends says that "Nabilah! He's not handsome, at all!" I feel I'm dying a little bit inside. :'( Gaaaahhhhhhhhhh~ I don't know~

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ Jin Akanishi - Sun Burns Down.

Something about: True.

My heart is healing well, I think. But still, Alhamdulillah.

Some of close people of mine had already knows the story. The story that I kept to myself that once I cried for almost a week because of someone. Not-so-further story collected from here and here. The senior refers to someone who truthfully I look up as a brother to me. 

Something happened days ago that hurts my heart deeply and I start to look back to the past and thinking about everything. Me being a hypocrite and me giving the second chance to the wrong person, all over again. Giving the second chance to get my heart bleed over and over again. Really, you don't want to mess up with people like me. I'm not that forgiving when matters turns serious. Like it? Hate it? Like I care what YOU think about it. 

One of the hardest thing that I've done is not being an actress, but being a hypocrite. Trying my best to shows that whatever that person had done to me is okay despite it is clearly not okay. Apart of me even thinking about giving that person a b*tchslap on that person's face so that person would realize how wrong you've act to me. 

Okay, maybe I'm not-so-okay at this moment still.

People don't simply stand strong without something big happened. #truestory

One the other side. I'm on my way to finishing up both my licences -car and motorcycle. Being the only person taught from zero, you got it right if you guess it is not an easy task to me. At all. Given that my body coordination is quite bad, it didn't really help much. No. It turns it worsen. Plus, I got panic attack. A lot and easily. Not cool girl. Not cool at all. -__- 

The second time I've drive -ever- something happened. Since I've never drive in my whole life, the teacher decided that driving in a not-busy-at-all highway might help. It did. It gives me time to coordinating things properly and slowly. You know, to make me grasp things one-by-one. The not so good thing is, I got a little bit too relaxed that I didn't realized I'm driving with the speed of 80km/h for quite a moment. That is, until the teacher said so to me. Haha. 

While the story about motorcycle, one fact about me at this moment is that I don't know how to start it. I know to ride it by now, but each and every single time someone need to start the bike for me. Not cool. I know. But having a great balance helps a lot, thankfully. First time riding a bike, just thrice that I fall down, without a scratch. That's kinda cool. Hah. :)

While last Sunday, Anis+the boys+I rendezvoused around Kedah's state. We rent car for this! Went shopping (I got a new pair of shoes for MYR24 since my last shoes is...a disaster after strings of things happened) and grab food(s)! I'm lovin' it!  :D Yes, I love to eat despite I do know I can't eat a lot. Damn small stomach! XD We are supposedly buying books at Popular bookstore with none of us actually guessed that it is closed for Chinese New Year's celebration. Kinda waste our time but at least we didn't really go just for the books, so thank God! Had a great dinner at Kuala Perlis before we turn back to UiTM and send the car back to its' owner. 

Oh, during our crazy moment, one thing killed out great time. So I decided to listen to people's advice to me, let it go since it is not worth our time. So yeah!!! I'll take it seriously this time. :D 

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ GReeeen - Ai Uta

ps; love. tq.

Sesuatu tentang: KeCiWa.

Aku ingatkan aku marah.

Tapi aku silap.

Aku kecewa.

Kenapa?

Aku ingatkan aku salah. Tak, tak. Aku amat berharap yang aku salah menilai orang.

Tapi aku betul.

Tapi kalau aku betul, kenapa aku kecewa?

Sebabnya biarlah aku pendam sahaja.

Tapi kata kawan aku pula, "Nabilah kalau marah mesti diluah. Kalau disimpan menjadi benda lain pula."

Aku diam.

Tapi diam aku bukan tidak ada perasaan.

Diam aku memendam.

Dan satu persatu yang terjadi disimpan.





Aku terpaksa mengaku aku hipokrit. Setelah kau berubah, sedar atau tidak.

Something about: True Story.

Once upon a time and still. ♥♥♥ 

Missing. Regret. Pain&sadness.

ps; problem?