HF; Healing Heart.

I know that my heart really takes it time to heal.

But now I could say, I'm glad it did.

Despite how slow it is, but I really am glad that it heals.

The process really takes time, but it is not something that we could force ourselves with, right?

;')

Something about: Random Act.

Some said that fangirls are creepy. But I'll say that fanboys is creepier. #truestory

Less than 24-hours and InshaAllah my parents will arrived in Perlis. I'm a spoiled-rotten child; some might say. But really. It just shows how much you did not know about me.

Well well. What's up with this emo-kinda entry? 

Because I'm emo-ing currently? 

No. I don't think so. But some conversations lately just makes some things harder within me. I'm not that happy about it. Maybe it's because I do believe that there are lots of things that we could try so hard, but we can't force to make it happen for real. 

It makes people feels tired and just want to let go of everything. Escaping from the world that succumb us to falls into some sort of repetition. Again and over again. 

It makes me tired putting on façade. It makes me realized how hypocrite one could be.

I miss writing. Writing as in turns situations into something that much more deep, rather than just blogging my feelings. But sadly, someone had run away with all the muse I have from before.

I feel like receiving a b*tchslap on my face when a friend of mine snap about certain someone to me. :'(

Still. I'll leave you all with a picture of my beloved Kamenashi Kazuya. :D

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ Akanishi Jin - Eternal

Something about: Because I can! =)

I really am turning to a pile of pink, sticky, goo.

Because of him.

Why so adorable haaaaaa? 

きゃああああ〜

I so wanted to pinch his cheek. Naw naw, am I a pervert or a pervert? LOL. XD To think back - how many years had it been, yeah? 5 years? Woah! :O I think I had already stuck and be a fan of Kamenashi Kazuya and KAT-TUN since I'm fifteen. Well, that is if I'm not mistaken. Avid fan since I'm sixteen. Yeap, that basically is. 

I'm currently back addicted to PlantVSZombie thing. 

Finished one round and getting myself a trophy. Yeay~! See the trophy? Did you see that? Did you?

Defeated all zombies, minus Yeti Zombie because it hadn't appear in any level. I'm a sad sad girl. :'(

I know. I'm lifeless like that. On the other hand, I read about Lucid Dream from 9gag.com and I really really, badly, want to try this out. But never had any gut to try it. Scaredy-cat? Very. Never denied it. A friend of mine even said that she was scared to try it out because she thinks that it looks like we could step up into another world or something. ええええええええ〜〜〜

See that? I totally download it from 9gag.com. HAHA. :D

Few hours ago, a friend from facebook share the link to this song.

And I am so reminded to Proposal Daisakusen. Sick-puppy-love drama that aw aw so sweet. Am I even make any sense now? Haha. Still, I do love this song because the lyrics is just oh-so-sweet. :3 Lyrics could be found here, well that's it if you're interested. 

OH BABY, NO, MAYBE...

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ Keisuke Kuwata - Ashita Hareru Kana

ps; for whoever that makes me blushes, you... *sigh* 

Something about: Capable.

One thing that I most capable of doing at this moment would be getting angry. I don't know why, but I snap A LOT lately. The moodswings had passed, I swear. But there are so many things that makes me angry lately that I might do something drastic. Soon. If nothing could make me calm enough.

And it seems that the only way for me to actually calm down is drowning myself into fandom, because fans that share mutual likes does makes me happy.

Which makes me unsure if it is a good thing. Or not.

And the weather here in Arau does nothing to make it better. :'(

Or maybe this is because the pain that makes me this way.



Anyway, take care!



(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ 亀梨 和也 - ずっと

Something about: Time Killed.

On the not-so-proper way. I need help. To stay away from this. Internet, I mean.



Or this.

Great song from great guy.

亀梨 和也 - ずっと // Kamenashi Kazuya - Zutto

Lyrics and translation somehow come from here.

Videos edited by me.

Pictures from everywhere (mainly fb and google). 

But then. It's finished. So I thought, why not? =)

Anyway, take care!



(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ 亀梨 和也 - ずっと

Something about: Laziness.

Good morning! Good day, everyone! New day day hour new lots of things... I should stop rantings out of boredom. Agree? But I won't. =P

腹減った (read: harahetta). I'm hungry. This early morning and my stomach goes making all these crazy sound yet I am too hungry to even move out from the bed to actually EAT. Lazy much? Hehe. =D

Am editing some videos at the moment. But getting too bored. And this is the result.

This is Kamenashi Kazuya. And he is wearing Burberry shirt. This exact Burberry shirt that actually cost you a fortune. 

This is he. (it wasn't like you did not know if you frequent this blog, but still...)

This is the price.

This is the price when you convert into MYR.

JHSDALGIUHWPOGIUHAPIUDCHXZJKNV *speechless*

I would marry any man that actually could afford wearing Burberry. 

.

.

.

Okay, I'm joking. But it does impress me when guys actually do wears Burberry. They're oh-so-ohsem. =D

STILL. 腹減った~~~ :'( I want roti canai. Anyone accompany me? ;')

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ 亀梨 和也 - ずっと

Something about: Dearest Final Examination.

Study week oh study week. And dearest final examination, could you be nice to me? :/

The not-so-good thing at the moment would be up until now, zero book had been touched by me (read; revised) and I know I should be panic and why is it so hard to fall in love with those books by the way? This week had been wasted by me watching and re-watching movies, PLENTY of them. I can't even lists them! :O That is bad, right? I should get worried. Yes I should. At this moment, I'm watching Bujang Terlajak featuring Nur Fazura, Nabil(Raja Lawak), Saiful(Apek), and Johan(Raja Lawak). Crazily-funny if I may say so. Dry and acceptable jokes so far, yeah I could say that I enjoy this movie. :) 

Last night, I watched Kembar Siang featuring Kamal Adli and Intan Ladyana (too lazy to linking to everything, so please bear with it, eh?). While this movie is entertaining, there are some aspects (or more likely dialogues) that maybe need not to be inside the movie itself. It makes me sad to realized that the story could be so much better without need-not scripts inside it.

Being a 20 years old makes me mo judgemental over quite a number of things. Or so I believe. *sigh* It means that its harder to even satisfy and impress me. LOL.  

New hobby lately? Editing pictures. =)

かわいい〜！

ベム すごいい かっこいい よ!

edited for fun =)

I had finally properly installing PhotoScape in my laptop. FINALLY. =) I just fall in love with this application because it is easy and fun to play with, to be honest. And so many things inside this application. Still, I am using Picasa 3 for better effect, but PhotoScape win in some aspects. I don't know if it just me or what, but the pictures seems sharper using Picasa 3 while PhotoScape is a fun thing. Haha. =) Many smileys to show how happy I am at this moment. 

Reading things lately and I realized; never loose faith. Never. Ever. =) tqvm! For everything. "quando si amo..."

On the other hand. I know lots of people just find it weird about my stand. But really, I think at this moment, it is the best thing -the best choice ever- for me. Many had complex, and not many that able to find way out from it, or even overcome the complex. Not many would even try to understand. And to self, please stop bleeding. 

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ 亀梨 和也 - ずっと

PS; たくさん の こと が ある から、僕ら は 今 ここ ですゆ。違う の?

Something about: This is Spam Post! :D

Whewww~ It's been quite a long time since I do blog properly, no?

Well. It started off early in February, when things got tumbled that it got too much and taking too much of my time that I somehow had ceased to properly update anything here.

And not that I'm naming names, but some people had acted way too much for my sanity to handle it. I actually explode somewhere around middle of February, which is so not cool of me to do so. Haha.

Haters gonna hate. But let's see how much I do give a care. <3

Yeah. This is somehow me around last month.

But now now now. I'm this. =)

よかった〜！

All fresh and okay. =)

Right now, I'm having two-weeks study leave before my final examination starts at  17th of March. Which approximately 10 days from now. 

Gotta fight fight fight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

Oh. Why the hell falling out from love is that hard? I almost think I need to find myself a rebound guy. 

But when I think again...

Naaahhhhhh~ Kamenashi-sama is much better healer than any guy out there. HAHAHA. :)

Oh, and did anyone do check my wishlist? Since I really need it, I decided to buy myself a present. Yes, I do get myself Palmer’s Cocoa Butter Formula Moisturizing Lip Balm and thoroughly, I love this product. And the cocoa smell each and every single time I use this on my lips. Just what I need. :) No pictures included because if I did, it'll be a duckface (somehow) and I refuse to let anyone leave a BAAAANNNNNGGGG comment. -,-; So much for 9gaggers. LOL.

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ Kazuya Kamenashi - 愛してるから

Something about: First.

For you are the one that always makes me happy. :)

Just here to say; I love you. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Anyway, take care!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫ Kazuya Kamenashi - 愛してるから