Something about: I did. Did you?

I did remember waking up early in Saturday morning to watch Nintama Rantaro on television, once upon a time.

I did remember imitating "hemu hemu hemu~" the sound of the dog.

I did remember singing along my lungs out "Sou sa hyaku paasentoo yuukiiii~~" as the show started.

I did remember how happy it is to just enjoy childhood. =)

And this song, bring back memories.

Excited to sing along? =) Here's the lyrics.

Yuuki 100%

Gakkari shite mesomeso shite dou shita n dai

Taiyou mitai ni warau kimi wa doko dai

Yaritai koto yatta mon gachi seishun nara

Tsurai toki wa itsu date soba ni iru kara

Yume wa dekakunakerya tsumaranai darou

Mune o tataite bouken shiyou

Sou sa hyaku paasento yuuki mou ganbaru shika nai sa

Kono sekaijuu no genki dakishimenagara

Sou sa hyaku paasento yuuki mou yarikiru shika nai sa

Bokutachi ga moteru kagayaki eien ni wasurenaide ne

Butsukattari kizutsuitari sureba ii sa

HAATO ga moete iru nara koukai shinai

Jitto shite'cha hajimaranai kono tokimeki

Kimi to oikakete yukeru kaze ga suki da yo

Kinou tobenakatta sora ga aru nara

Ima aru CHANSU tsukande miyou

Sou sa hyaku paasento yuuki saa tobikomu shika nai sa

Mada namida dake de owaru toki ja nai darou

Sou sa hyaku paasento yuuki mou furimuicha ikenai

Bokutachi wa bokutachi rashiku doko made mo kakete yuku no sa

Tatoe samishisugiru yoru ga kitatte

Atarashii asa kanarazu kuru sa

Sou sa hyaku paasento yuuki mou ganbaru shika nai sa

Kono sekaijuu no genki dakishimenagara

Sou sa hyaku paasento yuuki mou yarikiru shika nai sa

Bokutachi ga moteru kagayaki eien ni wasurenaide ne

Lyric - credit here. =) Not mine, obviously.

There are many cover of this song. If I'm not mistaken, this was originally sang by Hikaru Genji. But my personal favourite would be from Ya-Ya-Yah. I miss Ya-Ya-Yah. I miss Shoon-kun and his adorkable act. *emo*

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Yuuki 100%

Something about: Undilah!

Warning; This post is written as I try me best to not showing any bias to anyone involved in the issues.

Amaran; Entri ini ditulis dengan saya cuba sedaya-upaya agar tidak menyebelahi mana-mana pihak yang terlibat.

Malaysian's Voice - Undilah;

So, as lots of us had known (or so I believe, hehe) Pete Teo had come out with a project of 'Undilah' where real people with different perspective come together to sings and talk about VOTE. In my opinion, this project is very great as it shows the reality, I mean, real people actually do involved in here - for a great cause. - to vote. I do believe lots of Malaysian nowadays just trying not to get involved in any political matters in Malaysia because, well, I guess we all know why.

Saya percaya kebanyakan kita telahpun mengetahui tentang projek terbaru Pete Teo, 'Undilah' di mana ramai orang yang datang dari latar belakang yang berbeza berkumpul; bernyanyi dan bercakap mengenai mengUNDI. Pada pandangan saya, ia satu projek yang sangat bagus kerana ia telah mengumpulkan ramai orang - untuk tujuan yang sangat bagus, mengingatkan rakyat Malaysia untuk mengundi. Hari ini, adalah satu kenyataan ramai rakyat Malaysia mengamalkan sikap endah tak endah dalam hal politik (terutamanya) di Malaysia atas sebab-sebab yang saya yakin anda juga tahu kenapa dan tdak perlu untuk saya huraikan lagi di sini.

Great video, great project for a great cause, why banned?

I'm a Muslim first and Malaysian second, but that never makes me less Malaysian! =)

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Malaysian's Voice - Undilah!

Something about: Consecutive.

Consecutive posts about Kamenashi Kazuya. Beware people, bias mood ON! Haha. =)

I was just miss watching KAT-TUN as 6 person. Shocking, but somehow tonight I did re-watch the DVD of KAT-TUN's Break the Record concert. And yes, mesmerized (again) of this song performed by Kamenashi-sama. ♥♥♥ Yes, I'm biased. Just how much guys could actually stole his place within my heart? You? In your dream lah~ *blow a raspberry*

This song, 1582. I can't help but remember Kamenashi once said that he read it as ichigo pantsu(strawberry pants) when he should read it as ichi-go-pan-tsu(one-five-eight-two). HAHA. Pervert much? Blame Kamenashi.

So now, may I present you with the song.

Some people asks me, why this song is weird. And I was like... =.=; Fufufufufufu~~~ *self-fan* So, let me tell you more about this song.

This song practically tell the story about Mori Ranmaru and Oda Nobunaga, on Mori's side. Get it? It is like; the song tell about what happened from Mori Ranmaru's perspective. Well. This is kinda awkward. Haha. Because it kinda related to...this?

No no no no no~ I'm NOT going to go there. Really. 

I just like how the movement used to describe Mori Ranmaru. Because I did read (somewhere) that Mori Ranmaru was a very beautiful guy and the way Kamenashi move to compliment Mori Ranmaru was somewhat appealing to me. The part of "sono kuchibiru//that lips". OMG. ANd the transformation from gentle Mori Ranmaru to a fighter with sword in hand.

Next, the part when he's reading scrolls. Let's just admit that I am a pervert. Yup, I like this part because of skins. Show me some more skin, babyyyyy!!!! *pervert*

Then, the part when he in another attire. Which change from red to white to red to white to red to white after being splash by water(?). It is just, I don't know~ Intimidating? Haha.

Yes, this is my incoherent ramble. You may hate it. =)

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Kamenashi Kazuya - 1582

flawless guy is flawless. ♥♥♥

Memanglah perasaan boleh dipupuk.

Tapi, perasaan juga boleh berlalu dibawa masa, bukan? ;)

Something about: Clarify

Sometimes, desperation kills. 

Sometimes, it hurts so much but no words could decipher it.

For once, I just hope that things could turn back to that time, when we were so happy.

For once, I just want to talk to you properly.

For once, I want to smile genuinely and able to say "I miss you bunch" without the fear of tomorrow.

ps: had cries loads tonight. imy, did you know that?

Something about: You got me tipsy baby~

A very cute love song from Akanishi Jin. FYI, I really love this song. Heee~ =)

Akanishi Jin's Tipsy Love lyrics

If I said, 'Do you love me?'

Would you say, 'Ye-oh'?

If I said, 'Do you need me?'

Would you say, 'Ye-oh'?

If I said, 'Do you love me?'

Would you say, 'Ye-oh'?

If I said, 'Do you need me?'

Would you say, 'Ye-oh'?

Baby love, can't imagine

It's like magic, I found this love

Baby love, can't get closer

'Cause you're the closest, baby

Baby love, I got a question

Did I mention

Is this real, or are we drinking the love?

You got me tipsy, baby

Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah

Is this for real?

Inebriation from this alcohol got me intoxication

You got me swervin' from this hurt

And from my cup I'm taking sips

And like a hundred dollar bill

I could pay for one-on one and drink

Walking out to South with ya

Wanna take a shot with ya

Cuz there's the woman I never take my eyes off of ya

Shot's got me feeling free

And I'd really love to see

Us holding hands and heading down the street

If I said, 'do you love me?'

Would you say, 'Ye-oh'?

If I said, 'do you need me?'

Would you say, 'Ye-oh'?

I'll keep you dry when the rain falls

'Cause I've never been so enthralled

Don't know how

And I don't need nothing else~

Baby love, can't imagine

It's like magic, I found this love

Baby love, can't get closer

'Cause you're the closest, baby

Baby love, I got a question

Did I mention

Is this real, or are we drinking the love?

You got me tipsy, baby

Yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah

Is this for real?

Imagination got me thinking about this infatuation

Your loving whisper has me longing for that cup of sweet love

Don't need no hundred dollar bill

Cuz you're the only one I'll ever need

Can't believe what I just saw

This and I'll be all like that

Cause I saw your picture there's not a single flaw

Then I hear my phone beep and waking up to see

That all of this was just another dream

If I said, 'Do you love me?'

Would you say, 'Ye-oh'?

If I said, 'Do you need me?'

Would you say, 'Ye-oh'?

I'll keep you dry when the rain falls

'Cause I've never been so enthralled

Don't know how

And I don't need nothing else~

Baby love, can't imagine

It's like magic, I found this love

Baby love, can't get closer

'Cause you're the closest, baby

Baby love, I got a question

Did I mention

Is this real, or are we drinking the love?

You got me tipsy, baby

Baby love, can't imagine

It's like magic, I found this love

Baby love, can't get closer

'Cause you're the closest, baby

Baby love, I got a question

Did I mention

Is this real, or are we drinking the love?

You got me tipsy, baby

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Yeah yeah yeah yeah

disclaimer; song and lyrics not mine. credit to MrGoogle and MrYoutube. 

Nice way to put his feelings, if I may say so. There's always this tingle sensation filling me everytime listening to Akanishi's voice when he sings. I just like it when he sings. ♥♥♥

Oh yes, this song is played in my playlist nth time since last night. Hoho~ I'm as crazy as that. =3

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Akanishi Jin - Tipsy Love

Gambar Epik Dari Chuping.

Aku tahu aku tak ayu, tapi biarlah aku perasan ayu, boleh? Heee~

Gembira. Whhheeeeeeeeee~~~ =)

Gambar epik ala-ala cover album artis. Heh~ perasan betul laahhh... =.=

Indah ciptaan-Nya.

Kembali ke jalan yang benar. Eh? Hoho~

Gambar dimuat naik setelah seminggu, sebab tuan punya kamera kedekut sangat nak bagi gambar. :P

Dengar lagu ini ulang-ulang kali hari ini. Rindu? Tak payah nak cakaplah, kan? Haihhh...

Something about: Final Examination.

warning: this post is just about pictures. (right click and open link in new tab to enlarge images.)

Peneman di kala runsing.

Pendengar terbaek. =)

Last but never least~ =)

Really, I need someone to kick me and force me to read books. Haihhh~ =.="

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Kelly Clarkson - Behind This Hazel Eyes

Sesuatu Tentang: Tak Keruan.

Dengar lagu ini berulang kali. Sampai rasa nak menangis meraung-raung. Okay, yang itu nampak sangatlah menipunya, kan? Hehe. 

Entahlah, perasaan sekarang bercampur-baur. Bagi yang tahu perkara sebenar yang telah terjadi itu, terima kasih atas nasihat dan dorongan. Dalam masa sekarang nak menghadapi peperiksaan akhir tu, perasaan kenalah jaga, kan? Cuba bayang kalau tak jaga, mau tak nanti bila jumpa hamba Allah tu teruslah ada yang kena belasah. Tak cool lah perempuan belasah perempuan. Tapi perempuan yang macam tu, (nasib lah sopan lagi. kalau ikut amarah memanglah layak kau ni digelar betina je) layak ke duduk dalam fikiran aku? *muhasabah sekejap*

Dah berkali pesan dekat hati, dia memang layak terima semua tu. Buat semua macam tu, orang tolak ansur dengan dia sebab tak nak cari gaduh je. Tapi kasihan sungguh, sebab dia langsung tak tahu apa yang orang sekeliling dia rasa dan buat dekat dia. 

Memang kalau ikut perasaan, seribu cara aku boleh cari nak balas perbuatan kau yang dah buat macam-macam dekat aku ini. Tapi aku tak nak, sebab kalau aku balas, tak ada bezalah aku dengan kau, kan? Memang aku banyak khilaf dan kurang, tapi buat kali ini, aku percaya aku lebih baik dari kau. Maaflah aku ego, tapi sikit pon aku tak rasa bersalah kali ini.

Aku susah nak benci orang. Ada yang dah buat lahanat macam-macam dekat aku pon aku boleh buat cool je. Ada sebablah kenapa aku buat endah tak endah je bila berdepan dengan orang, ye dak? Aku bukan orang gila nak benci orang sesuka hati. Kau dok mengata mengumpat mencaci mengeji memfitnah aku macam-macam, kau tau ke apa orang cakap pasal kau?

ps: entri emo sebab dah tak tahan sangat dah ni. Maaf. 

Something about: Taboo.

Do you know what means by taboo?

Okay so now you know what means by taboo.

Taboo in friendship is love. Did you believe it? I did. For I had seen by myself how friendship evolves to something more than friendship before something happens and lead to nothing in the end. It’s quite confusing, but you’ll know it once you stuck in the situation by yourself. To me, I hate it. Since I’m the type of person that put (almost) clear line in relationship, being stuck in the middle of such situation sucks.

Taboo in love is insecure. When you’re feeling insecure, you think too much. When you think too much, you didn’t take actions. When you didn’t take actions, you’re going nowhere. Get it? :D Really. Truthfully, I think I could tolerate many things about people, but facing insecure type of people just…makes me not know how to react. Insecurities kills relationship, it is just a fact. It’s hard to explain why, but it is like that.

Taboo in a family is comparison. You shouldn’t compare mother and father, brother and sister, and the list goes on. It is just about what you should and should not do. You should not compare your family with others’. It is just as taboo as that. One of the things involved is feeling. Something wrong with feeling equal to awkwardness. Haha.

p/s: this post is written from my point of view. You might disagree, but this is my opinion (unless it is stated as fact).

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Hirose Koumi - Dear...Again

Sesuatu Tentang: Soalan dan Persoalan.

Apa yang akan kau lakukan bila mendapat perkhabaran yang kau difitnah? 

Sesuatu tentang: Ini Entri Menggedik.

Yang tak ada makna selain nak tunjuk desktop background terbaru. Hikhikhik~ (ketawa gedik ala-ala Nabilah. heh)

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

Something about: Memories

Two long dreams with two different guys.

First one, I don’t even know why he appear in my dream. I mean, we practically had nothing between us, just civil senior-junior relationship or whatever you might call it. It’s creepy to think that he holds on to me that much. Urgh. Okay, the story. I don’t clearly remember it, but it looks like we are…dating? And he just refused to let go of my hand. People were teasing him, us, but he is just there, holding my hand and smile oh-so-sweetly to me. *shudders* I…should be scared, right? I mean, he’s younger than me okayyy! OMG OMG OMG~~~ *hysteric*

Second. Let’s just say I am having crush to this particular person. Why? That’s the big question with no answer. Hehe. Something happen (in the dream) that we were in an awkward situation. I mean, like things were right now in reality. I don’t know at what point how things were so awkward between him and me. Or it is just me? Hurm~

Let me clear this out, I’m just not good at handling guys as in guys. I’m happy having friends, but when hearts matters, let just say I’m out of it. Don’t involve me, please.

“I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd need you there when I cry

And the days feel like years when I'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through

The day and make it okay

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

And when you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through

The day and make it okay

I miss you

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

And when you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone

All the words I need to hear will always get me through

The day and make it okay

I miss you”

Putting on façade is tiring. Putting on fake smiles is tiring. Somehow, to continue living even is tiring me out so much. IMYSFM. Did you know that? :’(

Sometimes we hope that “together forever” exists. But such term is just impossible, right? Healing hearts is not an easy task.

Sometime you had already letting go, but letting the memories engulfing you thus making this harder to face the world as it is now. Please please let me go, dear memory.

Incoherent rambling is just incoherent. Forget it. Just forget it.

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone

Something about: Health.

Everyone, take care of your health please. Especially now when final is just days away. Really. Don't be like me that let rain fall all over her and now need to face quite bad consequences. Haha. Complete package of flu+cold+cough. Nice, eh? Will head to UK later on.

So yes, more medicine kicked in my system. That itself is not a good thing.

I might trying to do something, but I really don't know if I'll succeed, so please, pray the best for me? ;)

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Shiina Ringo - Aozora (can't find video, sorry)

Sesuatu Tentang: Alkisah.

Kisah #1:

Gadis A minat Jejaka B. Setahun kemudian dia menyedari yang dia masih menyayangi Jejaka Z.

Kisah #2:

Gadis A pernah rapat dengan Gadis B. Tapi Gadis A mulut jenis takde insurans. Mereka bergaduh dan, begitulah. Aku agak kau tahu apa yang terjadi. 

Gadis B semakin rapat dengan teman-teman lainnya. Tanpa dia ketahui bahawa teman yang berada di sekelilingnya hanyalah manusia lidah bercabang dua dan hipokrit. Mengutuk itu ini di belakangnya, dan berbuat berbagai benda di belakangnya. Atau mungkin dia tahu?

Aku tahu kisah #1 itu merapu, jadi kau patut abaikan sahaja ia. Kisah #2 itu kisah benar. Dari sayang menjadi benci, dan entah macam mana kasihan sahaja yang tinggal. Entahlah. Aku pon tak pasti siapa yang bersalah sebenarnya.

Arau banjir. Tiga semester berturut-turut banjir. Tadi baru bersuka-ria bersama kawan-kawan dan melihat sendiri keadaan banjir di luar. Alhamdulillah juga buat pertama kali sampai juga aku di Padang Besar. Shopping sakan, bukan pakaian tapi makanan. 

Aku kepenatan. Jadi, selamat malam kalian. =)

Something about: Again?

So it seems like flood will come again. I'm not entirely sure how bad it is out there right now, being a college resident as I am, but the last time I checked here, 4 out of 7 river is in alert notice.

caps by me! =)

So yeah, I really am worried. Just imagine three consecutive semester having to face through flood all over again. No water, no going out, no food, no EVERYTHING. Plus, final is just days away. Let us all pray that things won''t worsen than it already is. 

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

Something about: Alhamdulillah.

Finally, after so long, I finally think I could have move on from someone. Its not really a big step, but something happen today showed how I had moved on, unconsciously. I'm happy with how things were right now. =)

I was so afraid that I'll hurt others by not doing it sooner, but now I can say I'm free from such nightmare. Well, up until now, that is what I feel.

Not a long update because I am too tired. :'(

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Yamazaki Masayoshi - One More Time, One More Chance

Something about: Gake no Ue no Ponyo (Ponyo on the Cliff) ♥ ♥ ♥

So I do believe that as of now, lots of people knows my craziness over Ponyo. And Nozomi Ohashi. No, I am not a pedophile, but Nozomi Ohashi is just too cute for words. She's cute aite? Whoever says the opposite shall kill them self for being blind. :P

So here are some caps from my favourite scenes in the movie.

Better than caps? A short cut out from the movie itself. =)

PONYO. SOUSUKE. SUKI. ♥ ♥ ♥



I flail hard.



Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!



(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Fujioka Fujimaki & Nozomi Ohashi - Gake no Ue no Ponyo

Something about: 5 Centimeters Per Second

Had you ever been in a situation that certain someone is too nice to you that you can’t help the feelings of crying engulfing you? And one day you can’t take it anymore and you cries helplessly because you just feel so.

Okay, the intro was kind of weird, I know. But this is the thing that wandering around my mind after watching 5cm Per Second. It makes you look of how not every love story ends with “and they live happily ever after…”. This is one of the best movies to show how true it is. The fact that no matter how much we hope things goes right; problems could always get through in-between. We can’t help it.

The story mostly revolved around Takaki. It’s a heart-breaking movie, one of the best scene in the movie to me is the part of Takaki went though the journey to meet Akari. How anticipated I am to see what happen next because it is snowy and the train keep on delays because it is too dangerous for it to continue the journey in such weather. And how Akari actually waits for Takaki despite he was hours late than the promised time. And I tried putting myself in Takaki’s shoes.

The result? I’m thinking a lot of things happened before. It’s a wonder to me of how we can talk about lots of things endlessly and how sometime we sits around and says nothing but walks away feels like it’s the best conversation ever. Sometimes little is more. But sometimes, no matter how many we have within our reach is never been enough. Sometimes, we just hope that the certain person will be the one beside us, spooning each other in early morning and not caring the bizarre sound of alarm clock and so forth.

And sometimes, after so many times had passed and one day we woke up to realize; it wasn’t that the feel is still exist within us, inside us – it is just we are too afraid to let go from such memories. We are the one that choose such way and refuse to continue in the journey of life, instead choose to dwell in the past like there’s no tomorrow that will shine like yesterday.

One day, when we realized that we had fall out of love…what will happen then? We could only hold on to the memory, the mind still stick to it but the heart was no longer there. What should we do when we encounter such thing? Could we finally moved on; with or without regret seeing how many times spent dwelling on the past?

image from google

“Nee~ they say its five centimetres per second.”

“Huh? What is?”

“The speed at which cherry blossoms fall. It’s five centimeters per second.”

ps; click picture for bigger resolution. =)

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Knowing so many things at once is not a very great thing too. It's suffocating.

And it's a wonder to me, how many people around us actually acting real, as in being themselves? How many of them were just wearing masks and showing others their oh-so-called "great" side? Truthfully, I am scared of hypocrite right now. :'(

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Yamazaki Masayoshi - One More Time, One More Chance

how can it is so easy to get disappointed with so many things at once?

short update

Click picture for bigger & clearer version.

Flawless lady is flawless. This lady is Matsushima Nanako. ♥ ♥ ♥
Caps taken by me from the movie of Ghost: In Your Arms Again.
A must-watch for people who loves romance type of movie. :)

Something about: PDA

There are some types of affection that we need to show to others, so that such feelings could be comprehend by other. Well, some need to, and some don’t. Too many affection shows in front of others could annoy. I mean, really. I just stuck in a situation that makes me want to screams “go get a room” to people. Heh. No, I’m not jealous, no thank you very much, I’m just annoyed. You know? Plainly annoyed with such people.

PDA/PDOA; Public Display of Affection - is not a big NO-NO to me, but it’s just about limit. There are things that better keep off between you and partner-in-crime or whoever might involve without others acknowledges it. I mean, you’ll get angry when people throw comments about it and saying it’s violating your privacy and whatnots, but come on! You’re the one that letting such risks get close to you. Aite?

Okay, this week is definitely being the most stressful week of this semester. Test after test, presentation, submit reports and assignments and so-forth. So many works to be done in short span of time. The worst part of all is not about the workloads, but about my health. The day before I get back here in Arau, I finally get massage for I had fall more than a month ago. And the masseur kinda scolds me for letting it be like that for more than a month. Well, it wasn’t like I could do anything about that! I’m just afraid if I do anything it might worsen than it already is. And my mother was shocked because I do SCREAMS as I was being massaged. Damn hurt I tell you! The swollen part was huge (according to the masseur). Haha. A very interesting experience indeed.

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Fujioka Fujimaki & Nozomi Ohashi - Gake no Ue no Ponyo

Something about: Heartbeat.

Apparently today I kinda just realized that my heart is not made by steel. HAHA. =.= I don't feel like writing about it, so, let's skip it.

So today, again, I did shopping all by myself. Yes. Can I say I'm proud doing it? I mean, how many girls out there having such courage, like me? Right? ^___^ The thing about "anti-social" should not come in the picture, at all. 

For once, I could finally imagine me being a wife. Heh. Like, husband out working and kids at school and that's the only time left for me to do grocery shopping. You know? =.=a

"Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskanlah Teruskanlah
Kau begitu~"

Agnes Monica - Teruskanlah

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Agnes Monica - Teruskanlah

ps: after so many time had passed, the dreams of we, of you spooning in me as you whispering sweetnothings comes. Can you tell me what should I feel? 

Something about: FLAIL!

Warning; This post is full of incoherent-ness because I am KAT-TUN bias. Better? Kamenashi Kazuya's bias. :B

What I hate being a university student?

There aren't enough time for me to flail over KAT-TUN. Really, I mean it.

Well, as I browse through videos of KAT-TUN at Youtube, I stuck on this. Seriously, is it only me that founds the way Kamenashi caressing the mic stand is very, very disturbing? (insert pervert thought here) Hohoho~ And yes, Kamenashi wearing suits did nothing but adding the pervert thoughts inside my brain. Haha. XD

And seriously, how many male could actually turn me into someone like this other than Kamenashi-sama? :P

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ KAT-TUN ♥

ps: I can't believe I successfully writing out my thoughts without any strong word. 

Sesuatu tentang: Perjalanan Pulang.

Akhirnya setelah bertahun-tahun, mabuk kenderaan kembali. Baru kali kedua aku tidur selama itu di dalam bas (kali pertama tidur lama di dalam bas adalah kerana terlalu letih). Ya, aku jarang tidur lama di dalam bas, kerana cukup tidak selesa. Malam tadi, dengan fikiran yang pusing dan perut yang bersedia untuk mengeluarkan isi, aku memaksa diri untuk tidur. Yakin jika tidak memaksa untuk tidur, tragedi akan terjadi di dalam bas. :)

Kebetulan yang agak melegakan, yang duduk di sebelah adalah kawan sendiri. Lega, kerana sebelum itu khuatir jika entah siapa-siapa yang duduk di sebelah. Maklum sajalah, dah biasa membeli tempat duduk persendirian, kerana tiket habis terpaksa jugalah akur.

Setelah seminggu lebih bergembira bersama keluarga, akhirnya aku kini telah kembali ke Arau. Meninggalkan bumi Selangor dengan hati yang sayu. Sebulan sahaja lagi sebelum semester ini tamat, namun hati masih tidak puas menikmati cuti. Apatah lagi mengenangkan cuti pertengahan semester yang lalu sedag sibuk dengan Pekan Teater, dan cuti semester nanti ada pula aktiviti yang menanti. 

Cuti selama seminggu lebih ini, entah kenapa hati sentiasa tenang, akhamdulillah. Walaupun sebelum cuti itu, hati berdebar-debar entah kenapa, namun syukur cuti berlalu tanpa terjadi apa-apa.

"Oh bulan tolonglah daku

katakan padanya

ku cinta dia~"

Sheila Majid - Dia

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Sheila Majid - Dia

Something about: Now.

Two days more before “Hello Arau”. Well, as you all can guess, I’m not too enthusiastic to be back in Arau; facing hectic life yet again. As for now, I’m trying my best to catching up with my assignments and term paper.

Speaking of term paper, it’s quite hard right now because of the details right now. Yeap, right now I think that the thing that I need to focus on is the details. The draft wasn’t something that I really am proud of, but since I am the one that choose the title, who am I to complain too much about it right? Haha. :D And remembering back one (quite) big accident caused by it. For once, all of the sudden there is this particular person being nice to me. Well, past is past; definitely should not dwell in it. Right now, I could laugh it off because really, how dense that person think I am eh? :P

Okay, about this year’s Eid ul-Fitr. Definitely different for years ago. Well, for the first time we all celebrate it with baby Umar; the oh-so-excited baby meeting new people. Well, for those who didn’t know, my brother and his small families live in Johor. So, we rarely could meet up with each other. Only when there’s event we all could gather. Of course I am happy! =) Just imagine I’m furthering my studies in Perlis, my parents and my sister at Selangor, while my brother at Johor. We all scattered in peninsular of Malaysia! Haha.

The first day, we just visited two houses, both are my grandparents’ houses. Balik kampung jeee. The reason why we didn’t visited others is all the families members gather together, means that the elders’ (especially) have so many stories to tell each other. Just imagine stuck in houses with more than 30 people at once. Of course there are so many things to talk about, right? ;)

The second and third day was practically almost nothing. We didn’t visit others because we didn’t get the chance to. Haha. Relatives, friends, neighbours; well, lots of people had come to visit us. Kids. OMG, the kids. It’s quite chaos when they come. We had no kids (unless you want to count me as one) so our home is always in peace. So, yes, kids. OMG OMG OMG. Chaos.

Yesterday, Naqib was here with his families (Naqib is my cousin for those who don’t know. But really, who don’t? =.=). Great thing when he comes is; new stock of movies AND I got The Sims 3; crack version. Hohoho~ Movies that I really want from him; The Italian Job. I don’t even remember how many times I had watched it but really, it is a great movie. Had tried to download one, but the quality wasn’t that great. He gives me a HD version of it. 1280x538 pixel. Just imagine how happy I am right now! =) OMG OMG OMG. Pretty movie is pretty! And for some unknown reason, he got Last Friends. Steal it too. Been few years since I last saw it, eh. Great drama, one that I’ll suggest people to watch, but not for people with weak heart. Just recap episode ten; screams at the beginning and cries at the end of the episode. Hoho~

 

Utada Hikaru – Prisoner of Love (theme song for Last Friends)

I love this song too. It is a song that in reality; makes people think as listen to it (well, at least I did). Because this song did not only sings about love; it sings about friends, and about life. Life is not easy, but we just need to goes on and on. “You might have stolen my heart, and I might be a prisoner of love, but I won’t live my life as a failure,” is the thing that running in my mind as I listen to this song. Haha. I love songs with great lyrics. Songs that have soul, songs that have meaning; songs that makes people think or be grateful of life. Unfortunately, not many of these kinds of songs could be found, or even appreciated. 

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone! 

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Utada Hikaru - Prisoner of Love