Something about: Leaving You Lonely

I…chickened out today. Okay, not just today. I am a scaredy cat. So just don’t ask me why I didn’t go and meet the doctor. :P

Today, I’m looking for music from Eric Dill (he’s the former lead singer of The Click Five) because let’s admit it, he’s awesome okay? ^__^ I had always having some sort of soft spot to him after I’m stuck listening to the song of Just the Girl since I’m twelve. Woah! That’s a long way to go, right?

No, I do not hate Kyle Patrick or anything, but I like Eric’s voice much more than Kyle’s. It’s just different, you know? And Kyle’s voice didn’t really linger or my mind, like Eric’s. =) Plus one point to Eric for being a hottie and manlier than Kyle. Haha.

So, back to the topic. As I’m browsing to the internet, I found out that Eric Dill actually having his very own Youtube Account, so being a curious fangirl I am, I decided to check it out. And BAM! There. Leaving You Lonely by Eric Dill.

Eric Dill – Leaving You Lonely

I take shots in the dark

Cause I don't know where you are

But you know

I never meant to break your heart

I didn't want to see you cry

I didn't want to say goodbye

Even when I knew

I knew it wasn't right

This can't be right

Ohh...

Now I'm missing you badly

missing your arms around me

Watching you sleeping soundly

So lovely, so alive

But it's killing me slowly

Holding you close and knowing

I'd be leaving you lonely

I'd be leaving you lonely

In a moment like a flash

Like a candle burning fast

Sometime's love just

Isn't meant to last

It wasn't that we were wrong

The feeling is never gone

We could only burn

So bright, so long

So long

So long...

Now I'm missing you badly

missing your arms around me

Watching you sleeping soundly

So lovely, so alive

But it's killing me slowly

Holding you close and knowing

I'd be leaving you lonely

I'd be leaving you lonely

Everytime you fly off that track

You break me down

And you come right back to me

Fall right back on me

Everytime you fly off that track

You break me down

And you come right back to me

All falls back on me

you fall right back on me

Every time you fall off that track

You break me down

And you come right back to me

Right back to me

And every time you fall off that track

you break me down

and you come right back to me

Right back to me

Oh, where are you now?

Cause I'm missing you badly

I'm missing your arms around me

Watching you sleeping soundly

So lovely, so alive

But it's killing me slowly

Holding you close and knowing

I'd be leaving you lonely

I'd be leaving you lonely

Every time you fly off that track

You break me down

And you come right back to me

Fall right back on me

Everytime you fly off that track

You break me down

And you come right back to me

It all falls back on me

Fall right back on me

Lyric's not mine. Found from MrGoogle.

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I love this song so much. I like how the lyric were written in a way that somehow, I could understand his feelings and what this song is about actually (well, I hope I get the means right because I just love it so much!). Because for me, I’ll say things repeatedly to convey not just other’s feelings but also mine.

“In a moment like a flash

Like a candle burning fast

Sometime's love just

Isn't meant to last

It wasn't that we were wrong

The feeling is never gone

We could only burn

So bright, so long

So long

So long…”

This stanza hit me hard, somehow. There are so many things that happen not because we want to, but it is just because it had to. Put in the circumstances that staying together just hurts both sides, and sometimes separation is the only solution. Not because that the love is not there anymore, but to stop each other from hurt. And it wasn’t that separation didn’t hurt, of course it hurts, but it hurts less than staying together. It’s quite confusing, but it is like that, sometimes…

“Memories are very confusing.

It makes you cries remembering why you smiled;

and makes you smiles remembering why you cried.”

Of course, if life’s just too easy, what’s the purpose of living? *bittersweet smiles*

Anyway, take care and have a great day everyone!

(|].^_^.[|) ♪♫~~ Eric Dill - Leaving You Lonely